Bisyo Na To

Hi Guys! I just want to share this screenshot on one of our games in Gunbound..



This was taken 4 days ago before I changed my nick again...
It was a 4v4 ramdom mobile game...
I am CoRt (with the turtle mobile) and my bf LordHatei who got lucky because he got the knight mobile, it's a rare mobile like dragon. Sabi nga, tsambahan lang makuha yan..



While waiting for the other players..

As you can see, I have a guildmate with the same avatar as mine.
My nick before was Vampy and hers was Yampy.
Oh well.... sometimes we both also get confused who's who when the game started.. Hahaha!!
Ewan ko ba.. lakas trip siya, tama ba namang igaya yung nick nya sa kin.

One time, my brother was playing gunbound.. he saw Yampy. Nataranta ang lolo.. akala nya, nahack ang account ko.

Why did I changed my nick to CoRt?

Secret!! hahaha!! ;)



This is us...




This is my character... alone

I'm using a power user that's why I have a cute background.

One time.. Natapos na kong maglaro around 5 am.
I woke around 8 am and started to play at 9 am...

Yung friend ko na nakatulog na that night, naabutan pa din akong naglalaro..
sabi nya sa kin..

= hoy.. adik!
= tsk.. natutulog ka pa ba?
= grabe.. di na kaadikan yan. Bisyo na yan.

Tawa lang ako ng tawa... Eh ano ba? Enjoy naman ako.
Ngayon.. may idea na kayo kung bat di na ko nakikita masyado sa alimasag.

Me and significant other is doing good.
Di pa naman tapos yung adjustment but the best thing there is we are both trying to cope up with other's difference and the "age gap thing"
... and I'm beginning to love him more.
His pc brokedown last week, di na din ako nakakapaglaro pag gabi. Hotline and telepono.

The virus problem at my shop is over. Buti naman...
I already have an assistant...
I can now spend my full time at gunbound. hehehe!
Adik!



P.S.

Bullit lost his job.




P.S. ulit....

I dont give a damn.
I already talked to my mom awhile ago and shared to her what happenned why did I suddenly stop loving him. It's not because of Maynard, actually.. I haven't tell her that I have a new boyfriend.
I dont want to tackle with the reasons anymore...
I don't have any tears to cry on.. for him.
I just felt in my heart that it's finally over... kahit wala akong boyfriend.
Checkmate ka Bullit.

Feel It With Me

I Can't Make You Love Me

Turn down the lights,

turn down the bed

Turn down these voices inside my head

Lay down with me,

tell me no lies Just hold me close, don't patronize - don't patronize me

CHORUS: Cause I can't make you love me if you don't

You can't make your heart feel something it won't

Here in the dark, in these final hours

I will lay down my heart and I'll feel the power

But you won't, no you won't

'Cause I can't make you love me, if you don't

I'll close my eyes, then I won't see

The love you don't feel when you're holding me

Morning will come and I'll do what's right

Just give me till then to give up this fight

And I will give up this fight

CHORUS: Cause I can't make you love me if you don't

You can't make your heart feel something it won't

Here in the dark, in these final hours

I will lay down my heart and I'll feel the power

But you won't, no you won't

'Cause I can't make you love me, if you don't.

Another Used To Be

I had a 20 minutes nap awhile ago, I dreamed of Bullit and his besfriend Coy. Nagtataka nga ko kasi di ko naman siya iniisip masyado... para lang kasing kabaliktaran. Pumunta daw ako sa house nya, we were talking nung dumating si Coy. I went out, nung nasa pinto na ko... narinig ko yung sinabi ng bestfriend nya na "Nagkabalikan na kayo?". Nagtago ako.. gusto kong marinig kung ano yung sagot nya.. Sabi nya.. "Pare, imposible. Masyado siyang madaming ginawa, parang di ko na siya kayang tanggapin. Magiging complicated lang kung magkakabalikan kami." Nagising na ko kasi nag-alarm na yung fon ko.

Until now.. buong-buo pa din sa isip ko yung napanaginipan ko. Kataka-taka... kanina ko lang narealize, ngayon pala yung anniversary ng break up namin. Kung babalik ako sa last year... Kakauwi palang nya from work, naghihintay ako sa kanya sa bahay dahil dapat morning eh nakauwi na siya. Tinatanong ko siya kung san siya galing, bakit di siya umuwi.. bakit di nya sinasagot yung tawag ko. Nakaiwas yung mukha nya sa kin.. nakaiwas ang sagot.. Ramdam ko, magkasama sila maghapon nung babae nya. Nararamdaman ko yung pain kahit isang taon na ang lumipas. Nag usap kami sa kwarto, inopen ko na maghiwalay na lang kami kung ganto lang ang mangyayari. Nung pumayag siya, nanghina ako. Parang nagblack out yung mundo. Ganon pala yung feeling... Para akong namatay... huminto ang tibok ng puso ko... tumigil ang pag ikot ng mundo. Yung taong halos ipagpalit ko sa lahat, kaya pala akong iwan.

Naisip ko lang.. di naman kaya gusto ko lang na makipagbalikan siya sa kin ngayon kasi gusto kong ipamukha kung ano yung nawala sa kanya. Lolz.. Malakas ang loob ko ngayon, hindi ko na siya papabalikin pa sa buhay ko. Tama na yung 2 beses na pagkakamali. 4 years na katangahan. Nanghihinayang ako sa panahon na yon pero wala na kong magagawa. Yung 1/3 ng panahon na yon eh naging masaya din naman ako.

I have a new boyfriend.
I confess that I'm not ready for the age gap thing. I'm much older with the guy... and I'm on the edge of losing my patience. Sabi nga ni Jeff... "Love is a decision, not an emotion... its never a feeling... its a choice."
Now, I truly agree with this.

I need a man who will look after me.. not to look after him..
Someone who will take care of me and fulfill my needs..
I need a companion who will devote some time for me..
and someone who will love me with my imperfections....

I'm having a hard time to adjust, sometimes I ponder about "how would you know if you love him?"
How can you distinguish love from liking someone?

I'm happy when we're together, I want to spend more time with him. I do always think about him... but the question is.. "Does he think about me when we're not together or when I'm log off at the game?"

Jealousy is a sign of love (ok.. fine.. insecurities na din)... I get jealous with him sometimes. We just had misunderstanding a few days ago. Pero ang tanong... Totoo na ba tong nararamdaman ko? Totoo din kaya yung nararamdaman nya sa kin?

I think this is my fault.
I don't know if this relationship is going to work. I'm afraid to fail again. :(
I dont want this relationship to go through "Another used to be"......

Why Men Leave

by May Luna Sy

Men are like dairy products.
They have a short shelf life. Once opened, you have to refrigerate and consume them by the "best before date" or you'll get a tummy ache, throw up, or die of food poisoning.

Here's a guide of the kind of dairy product you could be dating;

He's a carton of milk (good for a week) when:

• He asks for your number and writes it on his hand; he doesn't enter and save it on his celphone.
• He arrives late on your first date.
• Over dinner, he keeps looking at other girls except you.
• He says he believes in equal rights and suggests that you split the check.

This man is curdled from the start. Make sure you have taxi money because he's definitely not bringing you home.

He's yoghurt (good for two weeks) when:

• He sends you obscene text jokes. It could be refreshing at first until you start to wonder if you're dating a pervert/serial killer.
• On your second date, he brings another girl because he doubled-booked and forgot to cancel you.
• Over dinner, he ogles a girl with a big breasts (not you)
• To add insult to injury, he suggests you pick up the check, since he paid the last time.

Who knew things would get rotten this fast? You should have dumped him in the first week.

He's an egg (good for one month) when:

• He gives you his home number. You call, innocently asks for his wife, and the person who answers say he's single and lives with his domineering widowed mother.
• He brings you flowers. Never mind if they're wilted sampaguity garlands bought from the street children anxious to go home.
• He laughs at your corny jokes then tells even cornier ones and that's the extent of your conversation
• On your fourth date, he borrows money from you.

It was fun while it lasted. Say goodbye now because this egg is definitely cracked.

There are dairy products that last longer than a month, Cheese, for instance, lasts a year - sometimes more.

But like men, they smell and they have holes in their excuses.

Question: Are there men out there who will saty with your through a nuclear war or at least until the economy recovers? Or will they leave at the first sign of a younger woman, especially one who fawns and has big breasts.

Answer: Men leave

They die or never come back. Pray they stay dead or move to Iraq.

But why do they leave in first place? I have three theories...

1. Women want commitment; men don't.
2. Men want women to run the show but they don't want to know about it.
3. Men want good women, good women are too much for men.

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Now, I totally agree with this.

Guess the Differences:

Q: What's the difference between a girlfriend and wife?

A: 45 lbs

Q: What's the difference between a boyfriend and husband?

A: 45 minutes

Q: Why do men find it difficult to make eye contact?

A: Breasts don't have eyes.

Happy Heart's Day!

I think....

I'm beginning to like someone. Like.. love... ano ba? I'm kindda confused... but right know, I know he has a soft spot in my heart.
Hmmmm...... but the problem is, he's too young for me.
Pano na ba to? Iisipin ko pa ba yung sasabihin ng ibang tao or family ko kapalit ng happiness ko? Or wag ko munang isipin kasi nagsisimula pa lang naman ako di ba.

I met this guy before the year ends..
Mabait naman siya... (pag tulog siguro)
ah.. malambing atska mapagbigay
I shouldn't be writing this.
Ewan ko.. basta, parang kinikilig ako...
Parang gusto ko siyang isulat pero parang pointless..
Para kasing di mawala sa isip ko yung ginawa nya kanina.
He bought a suncell sim para makapag usap kami ng matagal sa fon..
I don't know, pero naappreciate ko yon.

Ewan ko.. basta... parang......
Hay...... Bahala na nga muna.

Ngayon ko lang naramdaman ulit...
antagal ko palang di nagkagusto sa iba.
Sana tuloy-tuloy na to.

Lubayan mo ko Pllllssssssssssssss!!!!

Stressful ang week na to.
Until now, may virus pa din ang mga pc ko.
3 days akong di dinalaw ng technician ko,
kaya nagtitiis na lang ako na etong server lang ang may internet.

Masyado akong namomoblema.
Natatakot ako na baka maglipatan na yung mga customers ko...
Masira nung virus yung hard drive ng mga pc
Hay!!!! Gusto ko naman ng peace of mind.

Kanina, dumating yung technician ko ng maaga.
Salamat naman..... Kaso malas talaga ata tong week na to.
Around 4pm, inumpisahan nyang ireformat yung 3 pc.
Natapos siya around 7 or 8, installation lang ng mga internet games and anti virus ang nalagay sa tatlo.
Meron kaming software na nag-co-copy ng hard disk to hard disk,
kaya alam namin na matatapos kami ng maaga don sa 6 pa na natitira
Installation na lang ng mga games ang gagawin namin
Pinaghiwalay namin in 2 different hubs yung mga pc na infected at yung hindi..
by the way, I have to hubs...
Kaso, ewan ko ba kung anong naiisip nitong si Ian (technician ko)
kasi kinabit nya yung server don sa hub ng infected na pc.
Hinahanap daw kasi nya yung connection ng bawat isa...
Ayon, sa awa ni batman... yung server and 3 pc... nahawa ulit.
Ano pahhhh!!!!! Balik ulit kami sa simula!!!!!

Buti na lang gumawa kami ng back up nitong server sa drive image just in case na mavirus ulit..
whew!!
pero
WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!! ulit
Maagang umuwi si Ian kasi parang may tsunami daw sa loob ng tiyan nya..
at nag aafter shock pa.

Actually, madami pa kong dapat gawin ngayon...
mag iinstall pa ko ng games don sa mga infected pc's.
Pero..... gusto ko naman ng konting time para sa sarili ko.
Sana tuparin ni Ian yung promise nyang babalik siya mamya ng maaga...
kasi nakakahiya na sa mga customers ko :(

For the whole week, maswerte na yung umabot ako ng 5 hrs na tulog.
Feeling haggard na ko..
Minsan, pag napapasandal ako sa upuan or habang naglalaro...
napapapikit na ang mata ko sa antok.
Kanina, naka-idlip pa ko ng mga 10 minutes nung napanood ako ng tv.
Buti na lang kakasimula pa lang nung mga customers kong maglaro.
Hay!!! Hirap buhay!!!
Sana makahanap na ko ng assistant...

o kaya.....


Hanapan nyo ko ng TRIPLE M!!!!!!!!!!
para di na ko magta-trabaho...

MMM
Mapoging Mayaman na Madaling mamatay!!!!!!!!