Ala lang

Hehehe! katulad ng title.. Ala lang talaga.

Di ko alam kung anong pumasok sa isip ko bat ako napunta dito sa blog kasi madami pa akong gagawin. Ilang pc pa ang irereformat ko kasi navirus yung anti-virus ko. Madami kasing iresponsableng customer na nag-rerent dito na hindi magawang mag-sabi man lang na maglalagay sila ng usb. Yan tuloy.. sangkatutak na virus ang inabot ng mga pc ko. Since bakasyon na din naman, magsisimula na kong mag-reformat later.

Birthday ko yesterday. Contented naman ako, kumpleto ang pamilya ko. Nagluto na lang ako ng pansit and sweet and sour na breaded pork, in short.. pacham. Actually, di ko alam yung tawag don basta nasa isip ko lang yung itsura and lasa nya. Buti naman edible yung handa ko. :D

Binabasa ko yung mga posts ko dito around 2004. Grabe pala pagkaloka-loka ko noh.. Para tuloy akong nagkakaron ng identity crisis ngayon. Parang hindi ko na kilala yung sarili ko 4 yrs ago. I don't know what happen but since I get pregnant at lumabas si Celyn parang nag-iba yung outlook ko sa buhay. Life changing si Celyn. Dati pag nade-depress ako, sinehan ang katapat ko pero ngayon iba na. Actually, matagal na kong di nakakapanood ng sine. Para bang ayokong lumabas, mas gusto kong kasama yung mga anak ko kesa umalis or mag lakwatsa. Nag-mature na din siguro ako.

My baby Celyn

I gave birth two days after I posted here. It's been 2 months and 2 weeks after that and I still can't believed that I am a mother now. AS IN REAL and REEL Mom.

We named her Marielle Celyn.
5.8 lbs (she's small, I call her "bonsai" the first time I saw her in the nursery room)

My sister calls my daughter a "Miracle Child". According to her, it was too impossible for me to have one and for some medical reasons.. I believe her. It is frustrating but now the long wait is over.

Well.. I've waited for her for too long. Now that I have her, I will do anything to give her a good life, a good education, and everything that I can afford to give her. (Haaay.... I will do everything for you darling.)

I want her to call me Mama Anne when she grew up. Just like what my nephew and nieces used to call me. Hah! I can't wait for that day. :)