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My celfone was stolen last week. This is the first time I lost a fon since I had one 8 yrs ago. Tsk.. tsk.. tsk.. I feel sad because that fon have a sentimental value to me, Bullit gave it to me last year. He nagged on me for 2 days when I told him that I lost it. Kung di daw nakadikit ang pe-- ko.. baka daw nawala na din yon

Pero syempre, pag may nawala.. may kapalit din. The following morning, my mom gave me her 3660. I swapped it at Greenhills with 6600, nagdagdag na lang ako. I miss my old fon. Ok naman tong new fon ko.. pero iba pa din yung dati kong fon. I lost all of my contacts at the outside world.

Regarding my life.. with Bullit and everything.. I'm starting to move on, and taking some risks. I met someone, I'm sorta kindda like him.. but it would be like a may december affair. So, I let it go. Basta, there is something na na-experience ko na puede pa pala.. I can't describe it pero puede pa pala.. yon lagi ang naiisip ko.. PUEDE PA PALA. :)

Sabi nga sa kanta..
"´Cause there´s always tomorrow to start over again. Things will never stay the same the only one sure thing is change. That´s why there´s always tomorrow."

My business is doing good... I don't have much problem about the OS now.

Starting Over and Over and Over and Over and Over Again.. Shocks! Pagod na ko!!!

I was reading my old entries awhile ago. Looking for some hints how I survived when Bullit is "Missing in Action" again. Wala talaga kong kadala-dala. Anyway, buntot ko.. hila ko. I don't want to blame it all to him. In the first place, I know it's going to happen again.. actually it's happening right now. Ok... Mr. Dreamboy and love of my life is out of action right now. I am hurt, alone, and neglected. Every time he walks back in my life, I always hope that he will change for good so there will be a reason for me to accept him. And everytime he stay away, of course, I pray that he'll find his way home back to ---- me. I've been loving this man for 4 years and I feel so frustrated of what he's doing to our life for so long. I hope God would take away all my burdens because of him and have a chance to start with my life again.