My baby Celyn

I gave birth two days after I posted here. It's been 2 months and 2 weeks after that and I still can't believed that I am a mother now. AS IN REAL and REEL Mom.

We named her Marielle Celyn.
5.8 lbs (she's small, I call her "bonsai" the first time I saw her in the nursery room)

My sister calls my daughter a "Miracle Child". According to her, it was too impossible for me to have one and for some medical reasons.. I believe her. It is frustrating but now the long wait is over.

Well.. I've waited for her for too long. Now that I have her, I will do anything to give her a good life, a good education, and everything that I can afford to give her. (Haaay.... I will do everything for you darling.)

I want her to call me Mama Anne when she grew up. Just like what my nephew and nieces used to call me. Hah! I can't wait for that day. :)

Padating na siya :)

Nagpacheck up ako 2 weeks ago, sabi ng ob-gyne ko.. puede na daw akong manganak pag nag 37 weeks. Parang napressure ako, actually kaming dalawa ni Chris eh medyo kinabahan. Syempre, andon yung thought na "ready na ba kami financially"? Medyo madami kasi kaming gastos lately, sumasabay pa na kelangan naming magpalit ng motherboard and mga ibang piyesa sa mga pc. Since may nagbukas na computer shop 3 house away dito sa min last June, medyo naapektuhan ang benta ng shop. Minsan naiisip ko, wala talagang perfect na sitwasyon/bagay/tao sa mundong ito. Kung kelan umayos na yung lovelife ko at nakapag-asawa na, saka dumating tong crisis ko financially. Actually, di naman siya crisis.. napepressure lang siguro ako sa panganganak ko and sa savings namin mag-asawa, napre-pressure kami sa gastos sa hospital. Yon na lang ang problema namin kasi halos kumpleto na din naman si baby sa mga gamit, from crib to cotton buds eh meron na siya. Siguro may kulang pero hindi naman siguro ganon ka-big deal na mahihirapan kaming bilhin paglabas nya.

Hay.. nakakapressure talaga. Nae-excite na kami sa paglabas nya. Sana healthy siya, walang sakit or kung ano pa mang negative na bagay.