Jan 16, 2005

Random Thoughts..

It's been a while I and Bullit haven't seen each other..
.... he's not texting me like before,
.... no calls either.

I miss those calls at the afternoon after his training...

just asking me how's my day and he's going home,
or calling me bcoz he's pissed off at MRT station,
or some funny adventures.

Maybe, I miss everything about him,
but I'm beginning to get tired of playing alone on the game he started.

My friend told me,

our relationship is like playing a chess,
one false move and we're checkmate..
Just like that, we're out of the game.

Just thinking of everything we shared for almost 4 years..
How could he just threw it away?
Or maybe, I should also have to ask myself if I'm going to let it burn.
Hmmmm..... It's not easy.....
I feel like I can't go on not loving him.

How could I still love this guy after all the pain I've gone through.

Jan 14, 2005

Dolores

Take a glimpse to my baby...

Her name is Dolores...
2 1/2 months old

She loves...
sleeping
cuddles
eating.... (before Schat died, and that is what Mama Anne's problem.. how to bring back her appetite) :(
tummy tickling


Hates....
fish...
and pangets